ahs 07 orientation

witnessing the first secondary sch orientation day after 6 years! omg..and yet when i was there, i was mistaken as a sec3 by the freshmen (sec 1s)so young...omg..i am like 10 yrs older..



didnt see the other ccas booths other than the UGs. i was quite surprised that most ahs students can drill well. then randomthoughts told me that ahs has no outstanding ccas except for UGs. really meh? i thot ahs bball always had been super strong. i rmb tat time dhs had a tough fight with them lo. semifinals at ahs indoor stadium while the final at kallang. so exciting.

gb and bb, guides and scouts, st johns, ncc and npcc.
ooo i was quite impressed by the ncc guys. to think my bro did all those. single arm push up leh and the one with clap behind the back. the best is the rifle fancy drill. real mark 4/5 leh. madness la...super heavy and yet they can still do stunts with those. though they are guys but they're merely 15 leh.

our girls did dance and fancy footdrill, quite good actually.



3 of us entertaining ourselves
later lunch, randomthoughts became mad. crazee la..he practically crushed my coffee can. the aluminium underwent permanent deformation. nvm let him vent his anger ba.
12 hours at ahs, started at 730. luckily the sch's near my place. it has been a long time i woke up so early. the whole program ended at 1. then meeting and debrief but then it became a gossips session..haha chitchatting with the 14 yr old gals is like hmmm...wonder we talked like tat when we were their age. i think raandomthoughts worse lo.the only guy and we kept exchanging glances. haha young gals talk..damn farnie..complaints abt other gals and the hols hmwk. omg...10 yrs le still got du shu bao gao and they were pleading us to tell them the whole story of san guo..who can rmb?

random outings

shopping at parco after bugis village. dun like the narrow walkways. i really need space. but well at least in the mood for gg in and out of the fitting rooms. so not so bad and we had great fun trying on heels haha...all the year-end and post-christmas sales..saw this pair of heels damn nice la..and i regretted not buying it. but then the moment i tried it, i fell, so throw face and jm was busy luffing.. so when can i wear heels as if they were flats. wat a challenge.

banana split and cookies and cream shake at JP billy bombers. on the same day...death note 2. cos my best fren had a Visitor at her hall so i was left alone at JP.

dun want to shop..so i decided to watch movie instead. though the next day, jm, xl, qs and sw will be watching and i've told them tat i might not be watching cos watching the anime is enuff for me. i watch it nonetheless cos no other choices. watched with merv since he came over jp after fyp. nice leh! i think it's nicer than the first leh but the stupid des keep saying i no taste. part 1 is obviously nicer. well done. maybe cos for 1 i knew the plot liao from the anime. the last name had the content more packed though it was abit long. my leg hurt after sitting for too long. L's eyes really very scary when he says "it's death penalty" madness..the eyes almost drop out.
ktv at of all places, clementi.sobsob...so far away. they all keep tempting me with juicy news and gossips and well nvm i shall make a trip there. i was one hour late but yet earlier than cai and amy who were doing fyp in sch lo. the other 2 were standing up singing while we took some pics. haha cos amy said the qi more shun while standing.
rose buds tea at essential brew. cosy place but i still prefer the tea at tao. shall go tao again soon.

cutest cousins ever

so much fun to be with them! super duper cute! geegee(which i later know it as the hokkien of yuyu) is gg 2 next yr. she was born 3 months after my grandma died.
she can walk and make out a few simple words le..i just like the way she calls me. hua zeh. sooo wen xin. hehe. haha all my aunts were saying why the 2 gals like me so much. always want me to play with them.
but qingqing abit selfish for once tsktsk..she tells her parents to take care of geegee cos she keeps calling me then very fan2. it's like she only wants me for herself. but lucky she listens to me ..she dun dare to really misbehave
in front of me and when i say nvm all 3 of us can play tog and she'll say ok and still hug her sis.

well but poor me had a hard time taking care of them when i went shopping for dryer with them. courts, carrefour, harvey norman...
the salesman were explaining to the parents while the kids just refuse to stand still and they'll purposely run opposite way playing catching around the washing machines. i was dead tired by the time i reached home.

3 pretty gals hee...
qingqing and geegee
i was using my phone to entertain them when they are really too hyper..they just cant stop running around. when i complained to my mummy she just said i was like tat too when i was that age so it's obi good that i finally get a taste of it to see how i tortured her last time. sobsob.
she was slightly shorter than a 7kg washing machine leh..super cute
the mask doesnt fit her

hobtc06 graduation day

the most awaited day 22 dec 2006 after 2 or so long, torturous weeks. unhappy things remained undissolved. pple taking things for granted, some are always on their toes while some are simply breathing. sighzz. busy morning, finishing up undone matters, preparing the auditorium where the grad ceremony will be held. the last day, i shall disregard all unpleasant moments and filter down to memories which are worth keeping.

anqi, me and mel (haha so happy anqi and yb helped me plunge the sword. thanks lots! though i wasnt present to witness the magnificent scene. oops i sound mean but...)

my beloved LO family and spongebob doing things much more than an advisor's. cant express my gratitude enuff


<-(left)jacky and me. thanks lots for helping and cheering things up! lucky got ya ard in the course.
(down)spy and me..hee glad to cya on grad day

me and my dearest xiaomei(left) and beloved winnie(down)..w/o u 2 i wouldnt be able to last lo. muacks! love ya all

hobtc06

all thanks to sy who made her way from bedok to hta. really xin ku le. the rain was super heavy, though we were supp to go ubin at 2000, we were still at hta at 1800. cfm cant reach on time. plus we 've the logistics to carry over to join the ap who had reached in the afternoon. well then sy sent shas and spongebob home, tat means from hta to seletar camp and then tiong bahru before gg to my place and 2 other in tamp. east-west-north-central-east. plus the jam at sle, pie and ecp are all unbearable, but we had fun in the car haha.

wb and sy..2 type of extreme end drivers at the front. meticulous vs reckless and all the singing and crapping lighten up the mood. we even think of ways to skip the camp (obviously jokingly) but to the extend of cursing ourselves meeting with accident when we were near sgh. then when sy said "finally can get onto the right lane. chiong ah". jy was like screaming out "ahhh that was wat i fear tat she'll say tat out all these while" and obviously wb was nagging beside. tsktsk.

bathed and packed bag at home then headed towards changi jetty. hi to bumboat again. ooo the rover was at the ubin jetty waiting for us lo. we felt like stars.haha..super dark la..they're really pro drivers. to noordin campsite..and happie bday to jacky with the choc chip sara lee which was bought last min from changi village.

early next morn...kim was using xiaomei's wrapping paper (which she later expressed disgust haha) to hit a xiaoqiang in the kitchen. faintz..he's obviously not a marksman. we kept luffing la...none of his hits was near to the pest.

then we got to meet xiaohuas, one of which is called tom..really a pretty cat though i hate cats. i cant deny tat tom is a real beauty, with its fluffy tail. one xiaohuang aka xiaobai likes to ravage thru the garbage and gave us a hard time washing the floor later.tsktsk.

luffter, tears, hatred, disapproval, disgust, and sweat...violence (well perhaps from me only). since last yr, i've been wanting to plunge the sword right into the flesh and stirred the insides be4 pulling the bloody blade out and perhaps poke a few more holes to let the red liquid out from a few more outlets. this is not enuff to express my disgust. i'm just simply appalled.

the older we get, the more experiences we had, the more confirmation we got from successful events reinforced the strong belief within ourselves that our method is the best way out. everyone just want it their own way. a good leader is also a good follower. no. i disagree. it is: a good leader is a good team player. how much miscomm and lack of coordination have put the organisers at risk, to be vulnerable to challenges posed by competent trainees. how obvious it is to smoke thru. the amt of red tape involved. sigh it's definitely enuff. i hate hierachical org structure. arrogance and abuse of authority. inhumanity and the misinterpretation of gong si fen ming. nights after nights of debrief and discussion. when will it end?

nonethelesss, it's now all over. i must thank and apologise to my good pals who had been giving me support all these while, absorbing all my nonsensical outbursts. sighz this course is just training me to be rude and impudent, indifferent to my surrounding and caring less of others. sobz. i congratulate those who compromised their styles with others' and reaching a win-win concluding situation. those who yi yi gu xing and xiu shou pang guan to others, i hope that i wont see them again. it's too torturous for me to ignore. i miss sq4 style. our objective of joining the course and being campfire comm is plainly to have fun. all of us so craaapy. no stress and no strain. we dun view probs as probs. taking things too hard; having full concentration on one issue at the expense of others; shifting the focus and messing up the original plan (sq 4 doesnt even a PLAN to start with) are just not our styles. sorrie peeps to chase ya ooc, biting thru teeth to fall into the possible zone of being classified as irresponsible. nahhh...u are not irresponsible in some of our eyes. love ya all.

yay i love my phone!

like k500i when i wanted grey, the shop didnt have, so i'm forced to take the metallic blue one. now z610i, i wanted black but i was given pink instead. but still i love it! a pretty chic phone. and best of all it's cheap. with student ione plus plan it's only 99! minus the 60 which my k500i traded for, 99-60 = 39 only!

mummy got the blue one..didnt want to have 2 identical phones in the house, i had no choice but to take the pink one. actually it isnt very pink also..not those fluorescent, bright kind. it's of a darker shade. so acceptable la. hers cost 188, still cheaper than 308 at starhub. so we got 2 phones for 227. good deal hor? hee so happieee.

into the dec hols

while some of my frens still having their exams, i'm alr enjoying the freedom off the study desk.

to sitex on thurs. first day alr quite crowded. as usual the pple just shove the fliers into our arms. eva collected all in front of me so i'm protected cos they'll need time to hand out another. dun want to take la. not gg to buy anything specific anyway. saw the cool imac big screen with its cpu integrated! wireless@singapore signed up sd card, hdd and pillows bought. jimmy caught the free creative headset in the air. faintz..then we went over to simpang and the big car got stuck in the narrow jalan chempaka kuning. leaving 3 cm gap be4 scratching the stationary truck. ouch! mediterranean grill obviously faster than the muslim side. wraps, mee gorengs, steak, pattaya and roti john; 5 teh pengs and banana shake. i really dun learn my lesson leh..did it once and again i only managed to slp at 5am. torturous.

sat yumei called and told me she saw my bro's pic in the imac comp leh and she said he showed middle finger...well done..i haven questioned him. haha she wanted to buy a laptop but her father bought one for her le..she cant choose..compac..ok la.

visit to grandpa's house ever since 1 or 1.5 months ago i think. yuyu really grow very fast sia..she can speak le..then she keep calling zeizei and pull my finger to the game and play with her..haha after tat i told my mother then she say why yuyu wants me cos tat time she kept saying maimai(dun want in hokkien) to everyone. then xiaoyi told me she ignored her for 3 days leh..like never look for her after the incident when she told her not to put the finger in the mouth on bus. how can a baby knows how to be angry and ignore her mother...weird. qingqing best...i was studying for my jlpt then she took away my notes and say "ni bu yao du shu, bao wo jiu ke yi le"(dun study, hug her can le) faintz... then she kenna scolding from her mummy. haha..

ah wei best ah..cos he scored 57% then i ask him why so lousy cos at least the bro scored 67%. but he still got 17/28 class position. when i say him u know wat he said! he said aiya i not gg uni leh, not like u da xue shen and i dun come from ming2 xiao4(famous sch)! omg i damn shocked. although he said in a joking manner like not those ah beng kind, but the content is.... arghhh then he always borrow my mp3 and phone to play then i purposely dun talk to him. so rude! i shall complain to the father next time. then we took photos..ah hao really quite handsome and photogenic ah..the stupid p5 kid always follow wat ah wei did..bad influence tsktsk.

jlpt4 is really super easy leh. but i took cab there la cos no.2 dun want to stop for me...well done..so packed. then actually be4 roger's fren, qq taking cab there de and he ask him to tompang me and i said dun want..sighzzz..in the end i still haf to go by cab. and such a short dist costs 5.30. well done...cos sitex last day...super jam. then after that randomthoughts told him he sent his sis there...well done.. the classroom super cute..for pri sch kids sia..the wooden desks and chairs super low and they still using blackboard..then every desk got the jap names. the test wasted time cos betw the diff sections : vocab, listening and grammar got 20 min interval. the listening as usual is the hardest la..but still much slower than nus lo...the senseis in nus just kept blabbering. sianz.

sighz gg for meeting in hta now..sianz damn far...cck leh.

1 hr be4 jlpt..sianz

omg...really cannot digest anymore jap characters liao.

shinedown-i dare you

hee somehow i prefer the anime version to the live's.

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello, are you still chasing
The memories in shadows
Some stay young, some grow old
Come alive, there are thoughts unclear
You can never hide

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello
Hello...
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Brand my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
Hello...
Hello...
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

in the mood for songs-nihongo

aya hirano-god knows...fromThe Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya


I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.

To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail

I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
for your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.

That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

aya hirano-lost my music...fromThe Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya


Point out the light that belongs to me up in the starry sky.
Where are you now, who are you with?

I feel lonely when I think of the fun we have,
I weep alone in the cinema we used to go to together.

The person I love is far away,
So far that I'm almost crying.
When I open my eyes and wake up tomorrow,
A new hope will perhaps be born, Good night!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I just can't stop! Hi!!

Deep in my sleep, my dream brings back memories of "One day".
There, I realized that your words contained a few lies.

Though you said you wouldn't let go and that I was your one and only,
And though we embraced each other,
Those promises gently faded into the dark night.

I will search for the person I love,
All the time until the end of time.
Even if I were to open my eyes and wake up,
I would keep longing for this illusion in the Morning.

I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
We can't meet again? No!

The person I love is far away,
So far that I'm almost crying.
When I open my eyes and wake up tomorrow,
A new hope will perhaps be born, Good night!

I will search for the person I love,
All the time until the end of time.
Even if I were to open my eyes and wake up,
I would keep longing for this illusion in the Morning.

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I just can't stop! Hi!!
I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
We will meet again, right? Right!!

in the mood for songs-eigo

breaking benjamin-the diary of jane


the fray-how to save a life


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

in the mood of songs-chyukokugo

2moro




songs not too bad la. but the mv's not nice.