K.O.-ed. Bug attack. Taking a longer time than I expected also. Tue afternoon, sudden change of voice - deep "sexy" voice. and one colleague had to tell me that I initiate conversation when i have bad voice. do i? u mean normally I was unfrenly? anyway i initiate cos of work leh, thot injected some rubbish probably..haha. ok maybe i am lazy to make small talks la..anti social ma....Wed Morning, sore throat. Wed Afternoon, shivering. Wed night, fever. Thurs, total loss of voice. Fri, croaky voice. Fri night fully hit by headache, cold and cough. Really tiring to cough. Avoided meeting anyone so that I can cough without covering my mouth, else holding it back jus tickles my throat more. and also prays hard that nobody in office catches the bug. else I really will become the culprit. now that with severe coughing, germs confirm spread, so will definitely be absent to be more socially responsible.
Stupid throat, everyone at the 3-hr mtg on thurs morning, thought it will recover on fri, we are all quite sure of it. Must be protesting cos I whispered too much on thurs despite loss of voice. "cant talk still want to talk," mocking me silently, "not gg to let u recover on fri". Knowing this, I really vowed not to talk on friday, alr pre-empt my colleague to be the voice. One, good trng for her, two, good trng for me to listen more too.
But i failed. Miserable. still tortured others' ears with the croaky voice now that I dont need to whisper. Seriously, can i not talk and just let things happen for once? cant stop the urge to point things out though, first by a meeting which alr exceeds its slot, worse, not even knowing its agenda at all at the start. Just got to share wat i already know instead of watching it, of cos hoping to end it soon so that will not be too late for the next mtg. Then to the next, really have requested my colleague to present and update all until I backside itchy went to raise an architectural issue which results in more discussion. just when my colleague told me in the morning, "good that you dont have voice, the meeting can end earlier". Sorry, i did it again.
So throat refuses to recover on Sat, giving me additional cold, cough and headache. Cough till the thot of "will i kenna pneumonia?" flashed across. must be getting back at me for the curry chicken. Germ-infested room. recalled that I read this comment: "brain is fried and the body is like swimming in a jelly-like liquid." was still wondering what kind of feeling is that? probably I will know when i experience it.
this time somewhere close perhaps.
Opening the windows to a beautiful view of the pretty sky. such good weather today. really lifted up my mood. time for brute force cycling. time for a nice weekend.