When u r too tired, do u think of the reasons? How then can i avoid being so tired?
Morning found paw prints and dung! Urgh. Infer. Cat. Crap. So lucky didnt pounce on my bed when im slping. I would have died last night. Investigating where does it come from, some windows left opened? Whose cat? How can a pet cat enter another's house? Urgh the thot of a cat in the house is spine chilling. Could this be the reason of being drained today? But the thots only bothered me before work. After that i was occupied wat. Bad start probably.
Realise interest. Really a major trait for entps. If there is interest, no problems at all. Easy peasy. Auto pilot. It will be carried out and fulfilled.
When there is none, alot of resistance. Why mus it be done? Then when one searches for reasons to convince oneself to do it, alot of energy has been zapped. Balance is needed to counter this. Not to bother arguing.
Shld convert boredom to interest. Gosh boredom and impatience are the archilles heel. Impedance. Amazing! Struck me when someone mentioned today with wide eyes! Huh long? It has only been 30 secs confirm less than 1 min. I was like really?! Shucks. Gets worse when im in a hurry. Hectic and bustling, flustered and exhausted. But seriously why the need to hurry? Take it easy and pace oneself.
Contradicting. Hamburgered. Pacing means taking a longer time to complete. Draggy. Obviously tired! Prolonged suffering.
frowning for sure, physical fatigue from the facial muscles. Watched pple use computers for abt 10 min today. Observed their facial expressions. how their facial muscles work. Learning.
Ah working the cerebrum. sometimes Not Everything needs to make sense isnt it. I realise i talk to myself alot with the mind. Soliloquizing in silence. No wonder so tired. Zip zip. Not the mouth but the mind. jus need the 5 senses during observations. Pick up. Imitate. Does that require talking to oneself. Jus passive copying wat. Cant. I talk the most when studying pictures. Indeed pictures speak more than a thousand words. Metaphorically? No. Literally. If not 10,000 words.
Thus tsukareda. Sighz. At least a step to realisation for lasting longer along a winding path with limited time and energy.
Not so easy to be consistent? Tired or refreshed.
