Disappointing yet glad

Really. Disappointed. Pple are bastards who make life difficult for others. Recently, ive no idea why pple keep asking me for help. Becos this so and so, that so and so is so bastard. Im ok to help them, jus wondering why mus these things happen. Some pple jus make comments without intelligence. At the expense of others, consequential to others. Are they even keep track of what they are saying? Did they like say for fun? Where is the honesty and respect for others. Horrible pple. 

Yet glad thhat im doing my best to change it. I dun even bother complaining seriously. I will fight my own battle. To make things better. As much as possible. Giving my best. 

Jus coincidentally, a chat with a fren reminded me of this number 1 person in my blacklist.  Really why are there such pple on earth. Urgh. Appalled. C'mon pple, we need a volunteer. Roll eyes. Cant u jus volunteer urself. I mus say the credit for my best trainee award goes to him. Thanks for being such a contrasting being to make me look good. And also thanks to him, i jus want to make him look bad. Stop talking so much and do it. Even a gal does the tough job of carrying jerry cans. Can u pls. I dun suffer la. I like carrying to train my muscles tho. But yes ive that mindset to make him look bad too. By the way. 

Tho glad that im making my own life better, ultimately, i still need to find a sanctuary. It isnt a place where i can thrive. All bullshit. All talks no action. Things happen. Did nothing. Try to drag time, make pple suffer. Despicable leh. I hope such pple receive their karma. Really nothing can be done to them. The whole world is enduring. Watever. I dont really care. Offend offend lor. Take a look at themselves first into the mirror. Cant u see what is happening and all u did was nothing. Urgh. Pukes.