sunday and monday

huh star jumping in front of an oncoming train...idea for committing suicide. my god. hit by oncoming train rather than died of cardiac arrest. first at chinese garden, today clementi. think there's one or 2 more be4 the chinese garden one this yr? very vague, back in my memories. cant rmb. my bro had said that people probably hoped that their family can get money that way. the chinese garden victim's family got 500 000 in the course of the wake, more was to come in, but the wife rejected, thanking the public, so this silly man could have probably thought the same way. it's an instant death. easy way to kill oneself.

how is the authority gg to do any prevention? laser sensors across the yellow line? maybe when the train stops then the sensor will be off. else a retractable wall will appear from the ground and block the entire line. anyway we not supp to cross the yellow line wat. but i also always dun care. aye. all mrt stations make underground la. got the door see how pple jump.

DOA:"Dead or Alive" @ Vivocity


DevonAoki-Sarah Carter-Jaime Pressly-Natassia Malthe-Holly Valence
kasumi-helena-tina-Ayane-christie

no plot but well since it originates from the x box game, the fighting scenes are really power. the gals have the looks that kill.so cool lo. and it's either the superb sound effect in the production or the theatre's speakers. not bad la

harold and kumar go to white castle double

the korean investment banker and indian medical student

watched it a second time again. still farnie. crafty satire of racial stereotypes. a classic stoner. a silly show but played well by the actors. common comments on the show. yup i agree. but a second time viewing of it duhz me more cos i alr know wat's gg to happen. so come to think of it, it's really dumb leh. so dumb tat it's still farnie but reviews say it doesnt contain smokey jokes. yup tat was my first impression. not bad huh. a film which can exert such fine positive impact on the audience to elicit such comments. well done.

ok now have to link to the study of history. manz wat does this film tell abt history other than stereotypes. it's a 2000 word essay, 25% but s/u leh. dun want to spend so much time on it lo..so lazy to read those readings. and i still have the other 500 words essay on the godfather, to live and die in LA and another film to watch next mon. how do pple survive with so many essays to write. i still have one jap essay. really wonder how did my bro take arts in jc..i prefer bio and chem labs though physics are almost as boring as writing essays. maybe slightly better.

meeting datelines and funny incidents

one of the rare times when i read the yahoo horoscope.
Quickie:
Try not to let things languish in the zone of the incomplete -- it's time to finish.

Give your mind a rest -- let your heart and soul be your guiding lights, especially when it comes to personal matters. Logic is great, but it's only part of being a well-rounded human being. Let your emotions speak too.

sugoi ne!(amazing) bulleye. i've dfma and film essay due this fri. had been doing 2 full days last wkend, still cant finish. monday skipped fyp to do this in library. thanks weixian for helping me so much with the calculation. arigato gozaimasu.

next wk is 3101 design paper le. and the next is film major essay. damn sianz..so many essays.

luckily there's incentive. desu noto. death note. i cant say it's superb but then it's in jap haha so enuff to catch my interest. besides i know the content of the first part alr from the 3 episodes of anime before i watched the movie. thanks to charles and jimmy who asked me to stay back till after credits when there's A SCENE WHICH I WONT REGRET WAITING FOR. real thanks. we stayed..the long credits. well we pretended to appreciate the crew and admiring the japanese names. then.... A BIG BLACK SCREEN. charles replied with an sms: it depends on the cinema. arghhhh. the cleaner uncle still "harlo" us leh..cos the audience for the next show start entering liao. crazy. he thinks we want to stay for another show? but it's a gd idea hor. sighz. but well here is it the last part = trailer of death note2. just without subtitles lo. not so bad la..after movie is supper and gossips. haha.

Death note


Death note 2 -the last name


before the movie, we celebrated charles and cailing's bday! but at marche sobsob..where i always eat crepe and rosti. well i ate waffle with caramel banana and chocolate mint ice cream. not bad la. but obviously not worth. ard 9 bucks lo.crazy. haha our conversation topics have evolved and are led towards a direction. think i'm starting to catch it.tsktsk. haha then the updates on the fsim incident. firstly the aircon was dripping water on jiali's place, so we shifted the table till charles is rite under it so he kenna instead. then charles drank 2 cans of lemon tea becos he cant tahan the spicyness of the black pepper super floury mee. then a baby at the next table kept staring at him and with merv's "the baby is impressed by ur bladder". charles almost merlion lo. ya no wonder merv condemn. really ultra floury leh.

we went to drink fsim. the uncle must be super bored with his work. at first he super nice, ask the guys to take up the bags cos the dog's pee flowing downslope towards them. then dunno why he suddenly ask charles in chinese, if he should use a spoon and scoop the pee for joo. charles dun understand at all and yet he nodded his head. well done.. somehow he just linked joo (most prob becos she luff out loudly.haha typical of her) and charles tog and even asked them to invite him for their wedding. oh ya he also asked charles to sing some love song or watever. then charles said "wo bu hui". the uncle actually replied "hah ni bu hui, ni bu hui qu shui4 jiao4. amazed leh! no link at all. really cmi..luffed non-stop.

moviesmania

THE DEPARTED


Genre: Action/Adventure, Drama, Thriller, Crime/Gangster and Remake

the chinese version is showing on tv tonight again. i've watched it twice plus the departed, it'll be the 3rd. still can rmb the storyline so was easy when i watched the departed. somehow the chinese version is better. it's sadder. the english version didnt pause and no sad music when the poor guy fell from the building. they kill pple like nobody business. and of cos andy lau and tony leung are better looking and charming guys than Leonardo DiCaprio and Matt Damon.

SILK


Genre: Horror/Fantasy
Silk is the connection between the different forms of energy.

nice show! yar but it's quite scary leh. ger refused to watch tog. luckily i watched it at princess where i can openly bring a mac set in. at first it wasnt bad, i've my burger and fries to munch on. afterwards, i'm left with my iced milo and then the badly chewed straw and my hands. still peeped thru my fingers for certain scenes.
it's set in taipei, half mandarin and half japanese. abit of english at the start but the ang moh died shortly after. then abit of taiwanese lang = hokkien.
da S's din last long. surprised tat she is supposed to be one of the main characters.

I just want to live on.
I want to be happy always.
I just want to be able to see you everyday.

In order to live after death, you need to find the correct place to die and to have enough hatred.

the energy that keeps ones alive is not from the large amount of electromagnetism. It's the love between the mother and son. Daylilies are the flowers that represent mother and son.

UP NEXT
DEATH NOTE デスノート


the battle of wits.
the human whose name is written in this note book shall die.

13 oct fri

supp to be a good date. but it's fri 13. ok even so i shall believe tat it's an auspicious date. my bro's bday today! happy 21st bday to him! so he took off from his camp..meaning tonight he;s not taking train back with me le. but well sometimes i'll haf jm and jolander..so not so bad. hee

i haven buy present for him lo..dunno wat to do as usual. haiz i think i just give him ang bao la. so old..haha..but money is the most practical wat. and since i've no income rite now..i shall give him 21 dollars.haha so giam..and my mother scolded me lo. one time we ate dinner tog. he very naughty lo...no $$ then i say nvm la i pay. then he order side dish. i shant complain to him le cos he'll go tell des and then if i suay, see him in sch i'll kenna suan again. but anyway hee..i know something abt him le..but i shant be insensitive.

haiz these few days i dun wake up when my alarm rings le...and i can snooze till one hour later...so scary. and it's not that it's not enuff leh..more than 8 hrs lo..i must have done alot of brain draining work in the day. that;s y...

last night i dreamt. anyway i think got a few but i rmb one when i went to some pri sch with wb then we saw gy and some cadet..i dun even rmb the name, only the face la..then he has an injured leg, was carrying the clutches. and i ask wat happened to him..then he talked abt it until dunno why suddenly change to the topic on loose tooth. then i just shake 2 of my right side teeth, they come out leh! but i wasnt very scared in the dream..i'm like still luffing it off..dotzzz

then another dream is i met an indian couple. i'm surprised how i can form those faces in my dream. i nv see them be4 lo. cos tat time got the show says such images are formed becos they resided in our subconscious mind, maybe i've seen them somewhere be4? anyway. they were scolding me like the stupid incident when i was working in the sg expo sale. but this time i handled damn pro lo. i just kept my cool and suddenly they very nice to me but i still reject teaching. ok cos jf just sent me email saying that there's this lady with her daughter wanna learn mandarin and they stay in simei. location is alright but err must see how much and also the timing..i alr wanna die from jap le..really doubting my capability of taking jap3 in my last sem with 3102 and thesis writing plus 2 TEs leh. sighz. i just wanna take for fun and to learn jap leh...why must be so stressful..everything counts lo..so grade oriented. sianz i dun care liao.

another stressful thurs

every thurs is super stressful..haizzz

pia my film assignment in the morn then no time to study for lecture quiz, luckily i got a seat on train after city hall then can quickly go thru the text and a few vocab words. 5 min late..i was thinking why only jap lecture cannot be late...they say will deduct marks but my tutor sit in front leh...how she see..dun tell me she turn ard to see who? then i rushed thru the chart which i supp to do also..then the quiz..ok la..lucky not too difficult. i copied last wk's notes at the same time as this wk's from the projected screen lo...so siong..i really work damn fast lo..but very gd leh..cos i finish all the stuff within a shorter time. more worth rite? i gulped down the bowl of beef noodles in 10 min somemore..not shiok.

today's tb all the skits presentation...so difficult to understand. mainly becos we all not fluent and all in plain form, not used to it. the first pair can memorise the whole thing lo cos they are chinese, i've alr expected it le, so ironic..i just finished the film assignment on stereotypes and i'm alr exercising it....then the rest of us all bring paper up. they did doraemon and we were the 2nd pair lo. pls lor..memorising stuff is what i'm worst at leh..why must jap lessons haf so many memorising stuff. the 3rd grp is wh's dun understand haha..i just know some sushiya and ok he just sent me the youtube sushi spoof so i can understand what his grp actually acted out.

my script:

me: ただいま。
woon:　お帰り。
me: 何をしてる？
woon: 料理を作ってる。すぐ食べてもいい。
me: いいね。おなかがすいた。
今、手を洗いに行く。

me/woon:いただきます。
me: お酒をのま飲まない？
woon: うん、いいよ。
woon: ありがと。
me/woon: 乾杯。
me: これ、豚肉？
woon: ううん、鶏肉よ。
me: おいしいね。料理が上手になった。
woon: うん、そうと思う。たくさん食べた。

me: POTO,好き？
woon: これ、デード？
me: うーん　。。。
woon: 違う？じゃ、私の女の友達、一緒に行く？
me: ううん、いけない。
woon: どうして？彼女はおもしろくて、親切な人よ。
me: でも、彼女は映画好きじゃない。

woon: ３人は二人より楽しいよ。
me: でも、僕は二人だけで行きたい。
woon: へえ？
me: 実は、君が好きだった。
woon: 何？
me: 君が好きだった。

manz i still haf tc's kaiwa to memorise..why i still so slpy? i slept alot last night le. haizz

i have never been so eager to speak english/mandarin or even singlish

omg i've never been so stressed since a long time lo. wat a day in sch. sobsob..met md, he also say he wanna go back england. today's super smoky also, hot and humid..cmi.

sighzzz where did all my good luck go....i think i've given them out. last night i brought good luck to genius joo while she was solving her 3102 programming. haha poor abel was alr doing it since the afternoon. my 3101 still quite alright, luckily the ta attached to our grp is in charge of RP so he's doing a prototype using 3D printing for us to test our gripper. really lo...for manufacturing process and dfma, they should show us how things work, esp NUS has those machines wat..only theory in lectures how to visualise.dotzzzzz.....

today i went to the bazaar in central forum to help jm buy HDD, only 119.8 leh..5.2 cheaper than mine. cant pay by nets so i've to go draw money then when i came back, so many pple suddenly and they're not zou ma kan hua type leh...everyone's taking out cash. so good biz. i din wait lo so asked wh to help me get from him, anyway he's helping to reformat also, so i shall get it from him tmr. arigato gozaimasu. omg enuff of jap..i'm really super traumatised today.

cos today full day jap lesson. lectures and 2 tuts, with lecture, vocab and listening quizes, plus the lessons really haf to prepare be4hand. i wanted to wake up at 0630 today to study one lo but i woke up at 0730 instead, so i really speed study..cram like hell. the dumb mrt is so crowded somemore but i still haf to study while standing..super hot lo, felt like puking. terrible. in lecture i also still studying but felt relieved to clear the lecture quiz. tb was actually quite alright one.cos at least not so rushed like be4. maybe the grammar in this lesson isnt too bad but she called me quite a few times to answer le..and the qns for me is always so long...i have to register immed wat she ask and then quickly rummaged thru my limited brain cells for the suitable particles, vocab and tenses. taihen taihen. i heaved a sigh of relief once that she asks me to ganbatte leh..very difficult leh...i've never used so much concentration be4 lo. not even in jap1.

then i studied my dialogue during the break..after that is tc. listening is damn jialat...why is it getting worse? omg i think listening is gg to drag my score down super badly lo. really dunno how..*helpless* and then she called me for umpteen times during tc leh. plus during acting she also suddenly throw me a new character to act with her as one of the 3 pple...stressed.. then i go up a second time for a new situation. helppp...quite obvious she's testing me lar. cos tat was wat i did to cadets to single out the really outstanding ones for promotion. and this i portrayed myself as an average student only le lo. sighzzz..no A le. why must she test me this wk..no luck and no concentration.

gg to write the composition now but i've decided to blog IN ENGLISH first. i called my frens immed after class and i really felt gd talking to them in english lo. singlish rather. anyway the lecture today started on informal speech liao..meaning those said in animes or jap dramas. plain style. damn confusing. no good days in future le. the others all went for career talks. haha luckily eva was online so i can chat with her abit. she still at home..tsktsk..but she has to buy mooncake and sparklers for celeb later. xin ku le. fine. no pt complaining.. i better get my compo written. haizz