omg i've never been so stressed since a long time lo. wat a day in sch. sobsob..met md, he also say he wanna go back england. today's super smoky also, hot and humid..cmi.
sighzzz where did all my good luck go....i think i've given them out. last night i brought good luck to genius joo while she was solving her 3102 programming. haha poor abel was alr doing it since the afternoon. my 3101 still quite alright, luckily the ta attached to our grp is in charge of RP so he's doing a prototype using 3D printing for us to test our gripper. really lo...for manufacturing process and dfma, they should show us how things work, esp NUS has those machines wat..only theory in lectures how to visualise.dotzzzzz.....
today i went to the bazaar in central forum to help jm buy HDD, only 119.8 leh..5.2 cheaper than mine. cant pay by nets so i've to go draw money then when i came back, so many pple suddenly and they're not zou ma kan hua type leh...everyone's taking out cash. so good biz. i din wait lo so asked wh to help me get from him, anyway he's helping to reformat also, so i shall get it from him tmr. arigato gozaimasu. omg enuff of jap..i'm really super traumatised today.
cos today full day jap lesson. lectures and 2 tuts, with lecture, vocab and listening quizes, plus the lessons really haf to prepare be4hand. i wanted to wake up at 0630 today to study one lo but i woke up at 0730 instead, so i really speed study..cram like hell. the dumb mrt is so crowded somemore but i still haf to study while standing..super hot lo, felt like puking. terrible. in lecture i also still studying but felt relieved to clear the lecture quiz. tb was actually quite alright one.cos at least not so rushed like be4. maybe the grammar in this lesson isnt too bad but she called me quite a few times to answer le..and the qns for me is always so long...i have to register immed wat she ask and then quickly rummaged thru my limited brain cells for the suitable particles, vocab and tenses. taihen taihen. i heaved a sigh of relief once that she asks me to ganbatte leh..very difficult leh...i've never used so much concentration be4 lo. not even in jap1.
then i studied my dialogue during the break..after that is tc. listening is damn jialat...why is it getting worse? omg i think listening is gg to drag my score down super badly lo. really dunno how..*helpless* and then she called me for umpteen times during tc leh. plus during acting she also suddenly throw me a new character to act with her as one of the 3 pple...stressed.. then i go up a second time for a new situation. helppp...quite obvious she's testing me lar. cos tat was wat i did to cadets to single out the really outstanding ones for promotion. and this i portrayed myself as an average student only le lo. sighzzz..no A le. why must she test me this wk..no luck and no concentration.
gg to write the composition now but i've decided to blog IN ENGLISH first. i called my frens immed after class and i really felt gd talking to them in english lo. singlish rather. anyway the lecture today started on informal speech liao..meaning those said in animes or jap dramas. plain style. damn confusing. no good days in future le. the others all went for career talks. haha luckily eva was online so i can chat with her abit. she still at home..tsktsk..but she has to buy mooncake and sparklers for celeb later. xin ku le. fine. no pt complaining.. i better get my compo written. haizz
