really numb. total feel-less. how was paper? really dunno how to ans anymore. maybe it's the effect of being a last yr student or the aftermath of sep-ing. dfma cant finish...crazy one table alr got problem still must do another re-design table. i really wonder who can finish that. carol so nice..hand copied out 2 sheets of paper for me leh! she gave me be4 we entered the hall. qn 4 easy really like MI = mathematical induction, u know those kind of copy the steps exactly just change the values. BUT my calculator refused to work. new batt leh. was ok the night be4 leh. sigh..no sub ans.. no final ans. i just wrote down "*calculator not working" at the end of the page. cos by the time i finished writing all the steps and was abt to raise hand to ask for cal from the invigilators, left abt 7 min. forget it.by the time the lecturer walk to my desk then to the front table then back..time's up or maybe there's no extra calculator for me also. i shall continue with the first qn which i also din calculate out, just write steps.
today's jap lt 11. oooo got the big table. screwed on. so good. be4 tat i was still thinking LT also nvm cos only need a pen. no calculator or rough paper or open book. but big table still more shuang. the screws and snap fits are replaced by katakana and particles floating in my head. really had enuff leh...now i see jap i feel like puking. BUT still got jlpt4 on sun..sianz la..dun care i shant look at any studying materials today le. jap is no longer easy lo.
past few days lucky got gd frens to study with. so gd lo...everyday study in the classroom tog. fun. all the gossips among the proper discussions on the modules.and from merv's blog-mayday song: 是你 爱你让我变的更强 为你战斗永不投降 让我照顾你 我要让雨停出太阳. it's hard not to worry but think everyone's doing great in hanging in there to conquer all obstacles ahead. in times like this, it's effective when da4 jia1 hu4 xiang1 fu2 chi2 (when everyone help one another, but the chinese phrase somehow speaks more).
this song is just superb. esp the electric guitar or rather the whole band la. not to mention the lyrics. some fav extracts...
When I was a young boy my father took me into the city
to see a marching band
He said 'Son when you grow up, would you be, the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?'
He said 'Will you, defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?
Because one day I'll leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer to join the Black Parade.'
The under world is waiting.
our romance sends you realing from decimated dreams.
Your misery and hate will kill us all!
So paint it black and take it back
And let's shout out loud and clear!
Defy unto the end we hear the call...
On and on we carry through the fears
Disappointed faces of your peers
Take a look at me
Cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world,
will never take my heart.
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.
I won't explain
Or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed
I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer
For all the broken
Listen here!
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy
who had to sing this song
I'm just a man
I'm not a hero
I don't care
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
schoolie wkend
totally din do anything on fri. slept alot cos joo dun let me go sch at 1648. so i continued slping till 1848. see la tsktsk. but i made up for it yest, sat. studied in the morn and afternoon lo until my bro came back from bball and wanna take over the comp. sobsob..my poor laptop. nvm then i go nus to study with carol and merv at 5 plus. so hardworking...really did alot of work lo. then yay i come over to ntu to study with jiamin. actually din study at all..i think i came over to disturb her.oops haha...but i gg nus later to meet jiali, joo and cai to mug again.
things i found out:
jm intro me to this song. not bad la. the gal very pretty..look abit like song dao cai cai zi leh..and the clock backgrd also very nice.
pretty pic. i copied this pic out..aye her laptop no infra red to send in the one i drew.hehe, then i ate some of her snacks and concussed on the tv lounge sofa. adn i squeezed on the bed with her..hee sorrie...the room's super hot...
www.stickgal.blogspot.com
i knew this long ago but always din go and read. omg she's a super gd artist la. as gd as comic. so apt.
ok this is abit cheem.first time i watch dun really understand lo but the kiwi very ke lian. cos it finally manage to fulfil its dream of flying but it's gg to die liao and it shed its last drop of tears. sighzz
i supp to spend 10 hours per wk on fyp leh! omg. i din even know..really needa catch up in dec..must! but whenever i come out, pple sure say "why u look so sianz"...sigh all thanks to the prog...cannot UNDO!!!
oh jm's frens msn super creative leh.
"kira mode. design profs u guys are spared from the death note. aero profs death by choking on exam scripts, other profs better start learning."
"if u think u can insult me with an easy paper. insult me! PLEASE insult me!"
damn farnie la...
kk time to start muggin le. think jiali and cai reach sch liao.
things i found out:
jm intro me to this song. not bad la. the gal very pretty..look abit like song dao cai cai zi leh..and the clock backgrd also very nice.
pretty pic. i copied this pic out..aye her laptop no infra red to send in the one i drew.hehe, then i ate some of her snacks and concussed on the tv lounge sofa. adn i squeezed on the bed with her..hee sorrie...the room's super hot...
www.stickgal.blogspot.com
i knew this long ago but always din go and read. omg she's a super gd artist la. as gd as comic. so apt.
ok this is abit cheem.first time i watch dun really understand lo but the kiwi very ke lian. cos it finally manage to fulfil its dream of flying but it's gg to die liao and it shed its last drop of tears. sighzz
i supp to spend 10 hours per wk on fyp leh! omg. i din even know..really needa catch up in dec..must! but whenever i come out, pple sure say "why u look so sianz"...sigh all thanks to the prog...cannot UNDO!!!
oh jm's frens msn super creative leh.
"kira mode. design profs u guys are spared from the death note. aero profs death by choking on exam scripts, other profs better start learning."
"if u think u can insult me with an easy paper. insult me! PLEASE insult me!"
damn farnie la...
kk time to start muggin le. think jiali and cai reach sch liao.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
saturday rainy in the west 11 nov
wat a nice date 11/11 and yet i'm stuck in sch doing 3101 presentation run thru. i reached at 940 leh. so rare i so early, or rather not late. they were all saying me la. then they all come late. latest 11 leh..when we supp to meet at 10. they also ask me not to come early next time le cos one person late better than majority late, i shall sacrifice myself. we've got special audience HK to sit, though just running the prog for results, still how to concentrate? we all so noisy. later our grp quite fun la but then 8 hrs of meeting is no joke and i ate mac bfast and lunch. most loyal customer le. first run thru 1 hr 44 min 5 sec leh.haha we all wanna buy 4D lo then later cut to 7+7+7+7+6+6+5 =44min. half leh. not bad la hah. we've 73 slides and 173 pages of report. best. i've never done such a long repot in my life lo.
super cold and worst thing is i nv bring my jacket. sigh i think the sem room warmer than the outside. raining day is not conducive at all. but lucky carol in lib so i joined her after the proj la to study abit..haha as usual we spent more time chatting than working.
then i msg they all the same msg "why u all never come sch study ah?"
amy: next wk i will stay in sch to study
jimmy: haha such good weather best to slack at home. saturday leh
jiali: tat sounds like merv! i had driving today mah.
charles: oh, i at simlim with eva n joo, wow u all so hardowrking! i'm impressed!
gordon: i'm in school. i slelpt all the way till now...
eva: hey i went sch just now, but later on went sim lim with joo.haha.
joo: (told me she got driving and gg sim lim last night le)
merv: (no reply. wat else other than dota?)
cai: (no reply also..must be mugging at home..or maybe too sick of her concrete le)
so cute lo the different replies.
aye so sianz. exams nearing.
ooooo new malls coming up leh
novena : sports themed and korean stuff
united square: children theme
tamp: ikea + courts + giant
clarke quay : japanese-inspired concept
orchard: centrepoint after a facelift
tanjong pagar: stress relief with gelato cafes, spas etc
imm: new anexes
super cold and worst thing is i nv bring my jacket. sigh i think the sem room warmer than the outside. raining day is not conducive at all. but lucky carol in lib so i joined her after the proj la to study abit..haha as usual we spent more time chatting than working.
then i msg they all the same msg "why u all never come sch study ah?"
amy: next wk i will stay in sch to study
jimmy: haha such good weather best to slack at home. saturday leh
jiali: tat sounds like merv! i had driving today mah.
charles: oh, i at simlim with eva n joo, wow u all so hardowrking! i'm impressed!
gordon: i'm in school. i slelpt all the way till now...
eva: hey i went sch just now, but later on went sim lim with joo.haha.
joo: (told me she got driving and gg sim lim last night le)
merv: (no reply. wat else other than dota?)
cai: (no reply also..must be mugging at home..or maybe too sick of her concrete le)
so cute lo the different replies.
aye so sianz. exams nearing.
ooooo new malls coming up leh
novena : sports themed and korean stuff
united square: children theme
tamp: ikea + courts + giant
clarke quay : japanese-inspired concept
orchard: centrepoint after a facelift
tanjong pagar: stress relief with gelato cafes, spas etc
imm: new anexes
Monday, November 06, 2006
stupefying week
stayover. fun but tired. then morn go vivo. we supp to study la then in the end went to shop, actually is see carol shop haha..so farnie. she wanted the espirit sweater but dun haf the colour she wanted and her size. but latest news is tat she has gotten it one wk later. hmm she bought a green flowery dress and a nice white belt to go with it instead. we ate sarawak kolo mee. really like maggi leh but it cost ard 8 per bowl and the aloe vera drink cost 2. damn ex. sigh so shuang to just shop like tat and pass time, just like in eldon shopping centre in newcastle. after sch whenever i super sianz, will just go for a walk in the city centre in the super cooling weather. no more le. sighz. ok finally got to sch do some work, really SOME only. then went to carol's place. tat explains merv's east west conundrum. then finally a good night rest at home.
cmi dunno if it's projs or watever stress, damn sianz..really xian ru the bottomless pit of depression. just keep falling deeper. think it's nus. haiz but i see the power of frenship. not to mention all my nus pals who always stood by me. and my bestest frens. haha u know who u all are definitely. well din contact u all this time. just wanna snap out of uni life style. but i also fear tat i'll influence u all when i complain. actually not everytime i wanna talk, just the presence is more than sufficient.
nonetheless, thanks so much wb for dropping by even when u are so tired after tuition. thanks so much sk for getting out of the lib and talk to me. ahha so cute..so crappy ..trying to make me luff lo..thanks so much honaarraaarryyyy iiinnnnssspppeeecccctttorrr cheong for offering ur ear.. this is another mervyn i know, who just stays oppo me but he's in btc..cannot tmmpang his car. sad. then the most amazing thing is they still follow up next day leh..likie see if i'm ok le..haha ya lo then i back to the cranky mode. so they are reassured. OF COS i got SUPER NICE AND COOL sweater fit for the witty and sassy me, but i've to change the size myself cos my mummy say jacket must be one size bigger and she made me promise her to change cos if i dun wear will waste $$.muacks muacks muacks love ya all!
k finally done with design 3101. tmr rehearsal. monday presentation tat's it. thurs's my jap oral omg. ok nvm my bro's also taking a's now. gd luck to him!
cmi dunno if it's projs or watever stress, damn sianz..really xian ru the bottomless pit of depression. just keep falling deeper. think it's nus. haiz but i see the power of frenship. not to mention all my nus pals who always stood by me. and my bestest frens. haha u know who u all are definitely. well din contact u all this time. just wanna snap out of uni life style. but i also fear tat i'll influence u all when i complain. actually not everytime i wanna talk, just the presence is more than sufficient.
nonetheless, thanks so much wb for dropping by even when u are so tired after tuition. thanks so much sk for getting out of the lib and talk to me. ahha so cute..so crappy ..trying to make me luff lo..thanks so much honaarraaarryyyy iiinnnnssspppeeecccctttorrr cheong for offering ur ear.. this is another mervyn i know, who just stays oppo me but he's in btc..cannot tmmpang his car. sad. then the most amazing thing is they still follow up next day leh..likie see if i'm ok le..haha ya lo then i back to the cranky mode. so they are reassured. OF COS i got SUPER NICE AND COOL sweater fit for the witty and sassy me, but i've to change the size myself cos my mummy say jacket must be one size bigger and she made me promise her to change cos if i dun wear will waste $$.muacks muacks muacks love ya all!
k finally done with design 3101. tmr rehearsal. monday presentation tat's it. thurs's my jap oral omg. ok nvm my bro's also taking a's now. gd luck to him!
unwell
haha so cute. so this is the pic taken when i was in the comp lab and joo told me to disturb merv as he was doing the test. and tat's becos joo had finished the 500 word essay which is supp to be handed in the next day and i was rushing like mad.
yellow fri. well done joo and carol din wear lo. bluff me. cos last fri was pink fri then i din wear. they wanna get back at me huh. haha but omg me qs queuing up for food which in the end i din buy cos i almost forgot abt handing in the essay be4 12 noon. but so qiao.. 2 behind us wear brown and 2 infront wear blue leh. and kui qs noticed tat.faintz.
lousy wk with essays, just finished dfma only lo. got food poisoning on tue, i dunno went toilet to ls and vomit how many times. sianz. thot too hungry when i felt giddy and pain in the stomach in the morn, so went simpang with bro for bfast. after that still uncomfy. despite bro asking me to go home, i insisted on takign the train with him to sch . still early at 10 plus, cos i've lesson only at 2. then suddenly very nauseous, had to get off at kallang where i vomited. yucks. no tissue some more, lucky got pple borrow. my bro helped me get plastic bag from dental clinic. and omg the next day when i'm better liao then he told me his encounter in the clinic.
he went in. the nurse was writing furiously, she din even look up, just raised her hand indicating a stop sign. and my bro waited! that explains why he took so long, and i swallowed back my vomit. yucks. anyway when she finally "yes?" my bro, he just said" err, i just want a plastic bag cos my sis is gg to puke" only then she said urgently oh okok. here you are, quick go back to her. so duhz. then i told my bro no need to wait wat. cos i think she thought it's a patient who needs to register or wat. sighz.
then i spent 7.70 cab fare back.waste my $$ sigh. and i skipped the 2 pm lesson. 4pm was jap so cant skip. got test and hmwk to hand in somemore. very troublesome cos they'll need mc which i dun haf cos i dun want to go see doc. took 183 cos i thot the 96 berth was very far in the new interchange. din visit the new berth till fri.
then after that watever i eat i got stomachache. terrible.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
aspire to be a witty and sassy superhero girl
Little Superhero Girl
by corrinne may
love this song!
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And i just dont know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All i want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how i'll make the world a better place
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All i need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a superhero
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Yeah
If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
into pink poodles that bark,
But don't bite
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save Me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
by corrinne may
love this song!
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And i just dont know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All i want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how i'll make the world a better place
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All i need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a superhero
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Yeah
If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
into pink poodles that bark,
But don't bite
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save Me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world