Tuesday, April 24, 2007

one paper down and gdbye cdc

manz...9am paper...damn early la...and as usual i'll wake up at 6 plus to study...last min study is impt...2 of the topics tat i've read that morning come out and obviously it's still fresh in my mind. 2 topics i really dunno leh...why is hydrostatic pressure a yielding criterion for polymers but not metals..the notes only got one slide leh..hmm i think i crap something abt the metallic atoms and molecules...this is when chemistry from sec and jc is useful..nowhere else le. errr etching polished surface for microscopic inspection...not in the notes at all...and i thought i make sense but then i din mention abt the grain boundary =(...joo and jj know becos they did tat for fyp..

obviously the entire day never do a single thing la..i was more worried for 915 driving test the next day. sianz sianz i cfm fail...really wasnt like tat the last time leh..i always thought my driving was ok..full of confidence de lor..but after francis..hmm my morale went all the way down... super hate driving lesson leh..cos always kenna scolding..but then it's gd to have a strict instructor la..he covered all the expectations for all kinds of testers..he's indeed a gd instructor but i'm like paying to kenna scoldings..sighzz sad case.

not late today.. 730am hmm he's late for 5. but then i never bring ic leh...zap copy and student pass cannot meh...student pass also got ic number wat. ok lor...so i wasted 45 min = $27.50!!! for francis to drive me home and take and come back..enter circuit 15 min late..and cmi...slope i roll backwards and i've to use both hands to pull up the hand brake..damn hard..parking also haf to redo. sighz low morale le..heck la..no mood le..i just wanna go in and sit down and stone.

balloting..i was thinking ballot for wat..the sequence of the pple taking from the box alr got difference le..the first one have more choices wat..and i'm like really the 2nd last one being called. so suppose to have 2 papers in the box rite..anyway i only saw one..and i was soooooo lucky leh...francis got tell me be4 abt this tester..say he very gd one..he asked me to sms so i did as told, route 5. and he called me again to emphasize tat i'm lucky to get him just do circuit properly..

stressed...he's gd means wat..nice? will let me pass easily? so if i still fail, i'm really super lousy la...wah sianzzz..ok nvm..brush tat thought aside..drizzle leh. hmm got into the car..the very first thing..the steering wheel went mad leh...the car just gabra.faintz, go onto the 2nd lane and when i turn back turn too much go back into the parking lot..can imagine? omgomg...then next he say must check blind spot properly turn fully not just abit..ok..ooo but the circuit route is exactly the same as the one i did in the morning..francis can predict ah? eh no or maybe really too jam up...no choice, so start with s course, the easiest component, then slope...i really hate slope la...then i scared it will roll up so i just press the accelerator hard...and the engine goes "iuuuuuuu"..like roller coaster and i din brake when it goes down. best rite? but got stop before the stop line la..ok next parallel park, crank course and perpendicular park. the last one he still ask if i can see and he has to on the demister for me leh..i only drive once when raining lor..i 4got liao. anyway i thought the last parking seems seh geh. out of the god forsaken place finally..i love the road more but tat was when i failed the first time in 2005.

i thought i can go fast..but wah lauuu super many cars leh..got a few junctions i jsut keep letting the other cars past la..then he tell me to look out for signals. huh i thought he meant indicators lor then i realise the driver was like waving frantically to let me pass first. he says many times tat must check leh..throughout the thing. and the most hate place la..the dumb slope at the junction..my engine stall and the car rolled back abit! die..i thought immed failure? then the merging lane which i always 4get to on the right signal during practice. i quickly on it at the last min lo..tat's why i kenna signal too late.huh cmi cmi..since the beginning be4 the circuit, i alr super scared..dunno why..my left leg was like shivering..manz how i wish to get out of there asap and i really hate the clutch.. really lor if i fail i go auto liao la..finally come back le..aiya i really think sure fail no need to explain liao..

tester office...he still pull out the chair for me to sit then he say "ok ur driving not bad so u've passed but still got alot of points to take note next time."stunned. then phew..then he explain..not super happy...more of relieved leh... my advance theory expires in may leh..if i fail this time i've to retake everything again..heng ah...my beloved tester i love u!!!u r my saviour lor..12 demerit..think he's the kind as long as no immed failure wont fail pple de..thank you sooo much!but actually i really think i drive better during the first test.anyway it all comes to a full stop..i hate driving like tat...as long as no accidents, and never cause any inconvenience to other drivers can liao wat..dun look at how i drive...look at the car..i want to drive my own style..and no more clutch..i hate manual cars! byeeeee cdc!