THE week. Not just THE day.
Test of endurance and resilience during the week. At the very least, there is something call weekend. For some, when is the weekend and when are the weekdays? There isnt a difference, for them what then pulls them thru? Willpower and mindset, cant be feeling torturous every day and look forward to the so-called wkend. Aye actually everyday is great, when u come to think of it.
Life is unfair? No, I choose not to believe in this n beg to differ. It is about what u do to make it fair. what is wonderful is how the mind looks at it. What the mind focuses n chooses. I find some similarities in shrek forever which i happened to see when i switched on the tv last wkend. While some yearn for company and love from all, popularity, cheers and laughters, some longed for solitude, loneliness, peace and emptiness. Ironic. Scratch-head for some. The opposite sch of thots cant be understood by the opposition parties. Nothing to be envious of, says one. U are taking things for granted, says the other.
Since the day i got wiser, the more u want something, the more it will not happen to u. The more u let go, the more it keeps coming back to u. Sometimes, some things are not meant to be pursued. While there are things right before you, stop, cherish and enjoy them.
A frowning face is worse than a sad face. Uber tiring. Uglier. I know wat i should work on. Not fun to be sick the entire week, and when im unwell, i actually dislike to push myself. I know i can endure for sure prolly lucky cos im still young relatively. Instead of enduring, i'd rather be alone, i actually enjoy loneliness like shrek. Weird. Bad prolly, when will i regret this? I'm really lucky and blessed to have so many showering me with wishes, celebrations and pressies. Very touched, but oddly feel more trashy cos i cant rmb their bdays or nv celebrate or nv give pressies. Thru these yrs, im always struggling with this, but i learn to fully enjoy it first. Put the "guilt" aside, i sincerely thank wat is given to me and be drowned in the warmth and love. Cos those who give, really want to, not for reciprocation, and seeing that the person liking it is enuff. I know it, cos im like tat too when im the giver. I dont take these for granted. For those who really want to be immersed in such bliss but arent getting, try stop wishing for it, it will come to u.
Despite the disgusting worklife which i ridiculously dont even have the time to reply msges properly, not to mention calls, and the poor health, i pushed myself to respond to the invitations. No obligation at all, only have to be wary not to spread the bug. If i procrastinate, it may never happen. Poor life mgmt indeed. i really want to attend. Thanks for the comfort , in various forms that has been provided.
Im working on removing the adjective for my worklife, it is the mindset. The new adjective shall be discovered soon.
