The attached is the proof. While packing, came across all the letters i kept. Whoa i was most mild tempered person leh....what has become of me....boo hoo. Why did i allow the environment to change me. Hate the environment but no pt blaming the environment right and i shldnt. I only have myself to blame for not shielding. A struggle. Time to change back....how to....need to be conscious all the time....why do i let pple or other things affect me so easily. Need to practise zen.
