Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Wat's in an empty box?

Hope my valentine is soaking up enuff phytoncide from the nature.

Read one wk back abt an article of the increased number of pple, young pple who are living alone. So it isnt jus the elderly now. But the article voiced that pple live alone but not lonely. And it spells the advantages to one's well-being instead, including freedom.

张震岳的自由。就如五月天的牙关。旋律优美、恰当,正适合歌名,但总觉得歌词没带出我心目中的含义。因为所述说的环绕着情感风格。其实就像歌词中的内容,为什么还要走这路线呢。

越来越觉得我变孤僻了。当面对选择是否要和朋友聚在一起,还是划出属于自己的空间宁可遁世。 我挑跳出世俗的枷锁。天啊,看破红尘、未老先衰。唉。

与晚辈聊了几句, 脑海里浮现的熟悉画面竟然已是4-5 年前了。<"晚辈"是作者故意用来强调她未老先衰>。从主动主办到积极参与,再到连人影都不见,妈呀,惭愧惭愧。哪么不合群。问了问前辈,她总算是过来人,她道「你?孤僻?哪里会?哎呀只是一段时期,我以前也是这样,哪里都不想去」但是我这一段时期已是几年,在转眼便是几十年了。不要!

振作吧。这时期可过期了吧.

Aye the power of visualisation can make u do wonders, by fitting the "taking a deep breath n standing upright to start paving a new path" in my mind, u know the images start to flicker and gets weaker and a tendency to rewind the scenes back to slouching into the armchair. The preference to stay solo. Really there shld be a balance. problem is how to strike with such a big inertia.