My eyes felt tired. Too much screen staring? Forced freed from the devices when u r with pple, thus a good thing to interact. Jus had a tiff, nt a good thing to happen on the first day of lny of cos shldnt invite disharmony. My bad for nt controlling it well, lost it after enduring the first two times. Jus had to fight for justice, why does dad always have to criticise mum? Mum doesnt do it so cant he jus let it go? Like the whole world is wrong except him, cant comprehend. Sigh, im not taking sides, jus enuff is enuff. And he jus couldnt stop, i had to walk away to quit the argument.
Other than creepy crawlies, luckily i dont think i fear much things. Prepared to bulldoze, take calculated risk and get out of comfort zone. The kids are scared. Im surprised. All 3. Impeding their own progress. Finally made them realise what are their fears after some probing, for them to find out, why the difference with internship? Agree with my fren who pointed out that when u see a person, u are only seeing 1% of him, u have no idea of the other 99% of what he had been thru.
Gossips indicate how judgemental pple are, or benefit of doubt, how judging they are. I'll deem them the former if i've not experienced it myself at least twice. Of cos they must have their own reasons to form that opinions. Shrugs. Gossips can only be for fun, but when it gets too serious, isnt healthy. Maybe they should nt form too much crap in their mind, wasting energy and time. If u dont like to stay ard the person, jus avoid and stay far away, minimising contact lor. And then there r cases where pple have no choice to stay away, then jus remain neutral, cos the more u remind urself of how much u detest him, u r wasting energy and time harbouring those thots of how irritating the person is. Leading to more complaints and gossips. Jus let go. Some matters are not even worth mentioning, dont get too intoxicated.
Cousins jus did as well. Bosses who keep their staff in the shadows are beign criticised. Why would they want to do that actually, they have reached a certain lvl wat. Why do they fear that their staff outshine them? Is it an unecessary fear which is detrimental to both himself and his staff? Arent the bosses measured by team outcomes instead of individual outcomes and that if there is competition, shldnt they be competing who is a better master/mentor/coach. Then pple will flock to learn frm him naturally. As u coach, u will learn that u wish that their wings will become stronger for them to take flight and help achieve the outcomes. U will be multiplying urself with the same skills thru the disciples. I would be v interested to understand the psychology of another school of thot. Wat do they see as more beneficial by claiming credit for his own. I rmb the wushu coach's advice, in the team event, everyone needs to showcase the beauty, strength and power of all 8. This is not thru perfecting ur own stance. A very chim advice. My first qn was how, but i know he wants us to find the how ourselves.
And i was advised to enjoy the chaos of life! Not every fire needs to be put out! Sounds horrifying. Ahhh, is this ironically my fear, unresolved issues? Was also advised to join more social events. We have more time than we think we have. (*honestly thats if im sacrificing slp?). Who doesnt agree with this right? Being totally at ease with pple who accept u for who u r. Jus the unique being with his or her own style, habits and preferences. Either share the same or neutral, never anti. Mutual respect n acceptance. There can be exchanges n i do not wish to have a boring clone. I should aim to be someone like tat, in fact all of us shld. Tats time well spent.
Stop being narcissistic and love others, how many "i love u" can u emsg to someone. C'mon, be more open hearted, no such thing as u can only love one person. U love some pple for certain reasons, for being who they are. Really wonder who invent the question of if ur wife and mum fell into the sea, who will u save if u can only save one, and then use this to measure who he loves more. Can u quantify like tat. Tho im surprised certain pple can, it is a fact. The logic is jus wired in another way.
Recall an article saying pple say iloveu more to the pets than to the pple ard u. And then on the other side, the recipients, how would u feel, some happy, some speechless, some responded genuinely or some nonchalantly. -____-|||
And why must hurry? Makes 2014 sounds like a very rushed year. Find time to gallop on the horseback. No horseshoes.
