Very unhappy

I have been told that very good, im very patient. Even if the topic is obviously gg round, it is the same thing actually, jus want to put in their own ways or words, so be it. They cant follow the speaker, they have the view in their mind and refuse to think along the line of the speaker, jus strictly taking their own path, even tho yes we reach the same outcome and destination. Many roads lead to rome and so those who are flexible embrace all the roads. And yes there r pple whom i love interacting with, they understand what u are referring to, they ask super good qns which reflect their understanding and which i am more than happy to ans and fill in as i know they are helping to connect the dots. These qns sharpen the whole story. And when they get the answers to their questions, they give v straight forward answers with crystal clear explanations. Never grey, never flip flop, never so general such that one will ask so what u want me to do. U know, they give super clear instructions after understanding ur questions and ur plight. 

The saying goes : Outcome is not important, most important is the process. Yes the process is torturous, not happy not fulfilling not fruitful at all. It is jus emotions, the takeaways can be very different. Yes finally solve it. No, to reach this outcome, we have come a long way suffering. Totally different perspectives. 

This is exactly why i am unhappy and so unsatisfied and unfulfilled in my job. Seriously what have i learnt from this torturous road. No it doesnt fine tune my framing. Some of the frames are definitely better, but not the others. Shrugs. The time spent could be more well spent than this.  So im actually not patient, i have alr given up. It is pointless. Whatever really. So other parts of the job is fine, dealing with super nice and smart pple, dealing with pple with interesting perspectives and who offer different and exciting angles, the different type of humour, the more exciting paths they have taken me on, i appreciate their presence and im really fortunate to have known them. They offer me great learning pointers and i didnt know there is this method of framing it, a few jap have surprised me with their framing of the topic. I can follow. And they r really interesting and can be more effective, cos they can simplify a complex issue and facilitates articulation. No frowns. Only smiles. It is like wow. Lucky i can follow so i get to learnt his method. U will really need to change ur own to follow theirs. And dont judge. By following, u dun assess, u follow. U dun advise and comment when they are not asked, u question so the person is able to sharpen and fine tune his framing. U paved his own path, not ask him to take the path u have paved. Thats the difference. Shrugs. Different coaching method. Or is it even coaching? It is jus getting things done, in a specific prescribed way. Which one is more important? Reaching the outcome and paving the path. Im clear of my own answers to my questions. Everyone can have different answers, so long as they execute what they say/ think. Dont do one way and answer the other way. U r complicating life not simplifying it. Meanwhile, sacrificing many others along the way. 

I really need an environment change. I cant be unhappy most of the time upon contact. It is a terrible ordeal. Congrats to those souls who had deserved the rewards. They are really great workers. Glad that there r eyes around, can see what they had done. They are the difference makers. Or even game changers. Maybe the team promoted the difference makers to game changers. 

Sugoi. Kudos.