But well even james was amused by how happy i am. I really think i have been happier than before. I have nt fallen sick since cny. Last yr was so frequent!! I have fewer email backlogs and im happier to face challenges. An article says singapore has more above average problem solvers, so if it is so common here, it is an expected skill. So yes i look forward to solving problems. Instead of shunning them, like urgh why mus i be the one to solve it. Urgh why got so many problems. So im embracing them now and dealing with them enthusiastically. Shld learn frm natalie also. She is so cheery. And yes she has v good skills that i can learn from and hopefully we can complement each other.
Ilean says last day still saga leh. The fundamentals scare me. The fact of fault finding. The fact of prata-ing. The fact of forgetting, not the exact details, but the values and prinicples that forms the reasons which guided the decision. It ended late. My patience wears thin when im not allowed to jus end there. Everyone agrees avoiding is the best option when sadness turns to anger turns to hatred and which results in attitude. Yes lack of control, but i want to get out of this, let time dilutes it. Ilean says it in a calmer way. Which is good, which i will learn. I also salute serene for handling such ___ boss and amazingly wide portfolio. She is a good person and worker, really. Pple shldnt take her for granted.
So isa and ilean were affected by my "exit", they call it. They told me explicitly since i dont sense and get it. Our logic couldnt reconcile. They r v nice, really. Im quite speechless. And as usual, i cant reciprocate in their lvl. 1 jul, We went to eat mookata at beach road then to bugis starbucks where we talk for like 2.5 hrs? Whoa so long right. Really wish that they become strong and zai. And dont ever be corrupted by whatever disgusting societal culture. Know what is right and protect ur true self. Talk to pple more to gain insights, eliminate malicious gossips and fight for urself and ur team next time. Im already learning frm them and will continue to be. Thanks for teaching me so many things tat were in my blindspots. They r really superb pple. Keep the good traits, learn more good behaviours and ditch the bad ones. Ganbarimasu!
