another paper..well..it's 121 mcq this time and i cant count how times i yawned. similar to the last one...it's either u know the answer or u just haf to guess it. i hope i'll get enuff right answers to pass. it's really madness to memorise everything la.
watching nobuta wo produce..finishing soon i think.
with just the mind u can get things to resolve easily but with the heart can u?
perhaps words can reach out to pple by manipulating their mind and getting things go by the way u wanted, but to manipulate pple's heart? human heart is the most challenging thing to deal with, let alone manipulating it. how do u create happiness, genuine happiness from the bottom of pple's heart? how do u deal with the situation such tat u dun hurt anybody and cause the heart to shatter? it wouldnt be easy to mend it. so prevention is always better than cure.
omg..i suddenly the full 6 chpters on cardiovascular system. ok nvm i'm not gg to touch physiology again.
popularity vs loneliness. just be4 shuji was mistaken as a lousy person, nobuta hugged him and then he said, "i understood now, that i'm a lonely human being". after all the acting and being to be the most popular guy in sch. shortly after, he wasnt the well liked guy as be4. the dejected look stays on his face and being all quiet instead of being out there influencing pple. he said "my words now reach no one, and now i know wat it is like to be not believed by anyone."
it will be scary if no one believes u but it will be even scarier if u've to constantly SHOW pple wat kind of person u are. be it fake or real. if it's real, it'll be very tiring. but if u dun show, u wont haf the opportunities to develop ur own potential. if chances dun come by, u've to create them urself...that's proactiveness. but if it is fake and pple find out tat ur portrayed image and ur character mismatch, tat'll be worse. and it only need ONE incident for a lousy image to remain in pple's heart. unlike the countless no. tat is needed to keep maintaining a good image in human hearts. sighhh this is the society, the world out there and yes this is life. but dun worry, cos everyone is with u in this complexity. u are not alone.
