Saturday, June 03, 2006

sat morning..exactly 2 wks from now, i'll be on the way to ncl airport le

yea exactly 2 wks from now, i'll be leaving this place for good.

well met up with fred, elaine, jiayi and of cos edel be4 they left for lake district yesterday..supposed to be for lunch, but they caught up with 2 serious jams due to accidents along the way up north from leeds so they reach at abt 3 plus 4. haha edel was pekcek cos they never call to say tat they'll be late, esp when they say they'll reach at 12! haha big difference. so edel called them lor. they still on highway. so no more tynemouth fish n chips le liao..in the end we ate the chinese buffet again and this time it's at 6.50P (1600-1800) instead of 5.50P (1145-1600)..with 3 new dishes, lemon chicken, mussels and beef meat balls. the rest still the same. so how many times haf i eaten tat? i think abt 5 times? finally sick of it not gg to eat that for the next 2 wks here. well we chop chop finish within an hr so tat no need to pay parking fee for the 2nd hr and the inspections done here are super efficient de. they dropped me off at the いつも どころ (itsumo dokoro = usual place where we always meet in english), the junction along richardson road, i think i'll miss tat spot. then they went to edel's place to pack up stuff in preparation to ship back home. cos excess baggage may cost more, but then the box like quite small leh for 26P shipping fee.

well morning paper, the rest of the day is really gone, come back from paper ...msn chat and finish the jap drama beautiful life..haha i really can take a super long time to watch. not that it's not interesting but ermm..i also dunno why. super full from dinner, really tired tat's why din go over edel's place and watch them pack but well also becos i dun wanna add to the crowd in the small room. tired and slpy but too full to lie down, continued chatting and i still did some statics in hope of diminishing the feeling of bloatedness.

beautiful life. nice show...i'll really want to watch it again on tv! a bigger screen..maybe then i'll cry. i only teared 2 times at the part when kimura put on make up for her and asked why the touch of her felt so cold. and when the bro sincerely thanked him for letting her die in peace. then i thot i very heartless cos amy said she teared most of the time. cherishing wat u haf and living life to the fullest... even she knows tat she's dying, still she dun need special effort from her bro to bring her to travel n from shiuij to stop working and stay by her side everyday...it's the mundane everyday activities tat will leave the deepest impression, let everything be in its usual and natural state. love is really not a tangible possession. perhaps it's really the memories tat matter, the person will still live in ur heart even though she's gone from the world. so make sure tat everyday is lived with no regrets.

oki..i'm supposed to start memorising for my next tue paper..but still lotsa inertia. started on another amy- recommend- show, think jiali recom her one is it? nobuta wo produce. wahh first episode..life is an acting game, the one who gets serious loses. if i get ard stuff well (acting), keeping a good position, without getting hurt, i can reach the goal. so today, as usual, i will act with full effort. so qiao..i think i just said abt acting in life, esp while socialising. how many times u portray ur true self in front of everyone. really EVERYONE. well..should be a good show. the male lead also quite shuai haha those streetwise, fashionable kind..good good..another good show.